michigan state won, in terms of basketball. that was really cool. we were down by a lot most of them game, then came back at the last minute. i attribute it mostly to my finishing both my forties before the game ended, and also finding that awesome cap and letting other people wear it. i may have lost it just now. i’m still pretty drunk. it’s probably somewhere. i’m pretty sure i owe it to someone. i looked totally ballah in it though.
i’ve been listening to a lot more emo-punk-pop lately. a lot right now, while others are asleep. i feel bad if i’m keeping them awake, but i can’t tell if it’s that loud. i had several big plans tonight and the one that i followed and wanted the most failed a lot. so i’m sad. and disappointed. i guess state plays again sunday, so i better man up for that. or whatever.
god. i wish i could be a robot. listening to music and actually feeling it is totally awesome. but i wish i could feel it in a different way. a positive way.