Month: October 2009

small victory: i’ve become closer friends with spoelstra this summer/year. i feel like he and i are kindred spirits in a way. also, we have the same taste in music and it’s always nice to have someone to gleefully play that stupid top 40 hit for. our halloween party was an enormous smashing success, i suppose. i didn’t fare as…

small victory: watching mask of the phantasm over a few glasses of wine with someone who’s never seen it before. ugh. seriously. best movie ever, or nearly that. i’ve been reading a book, This Is Where I Leave You by Johnathon Tropper – highly reccommended. i finished it today and found myself in a strange mood. the book is essentially…

i went a weekend more of less not interacting with emily and just getting rip-roaring drunk instead. result: not the best. but instead of focusing on all the downsides, let’s bring in the one positive part so that this blog doesn’t seem like it has risen from the dark, wretched depths of my blackened soul. saturday i was allowed in…

i should never have said that my two vices are “women and alcohol.” alcohol i can handle, but women are just wayyy too strong. i’ve been fucked up all week on a girl and it’s not showing any signs of letting up. mostly just confusion and delusion, but also a good deal of hurt. not really my favorite sensations by…

my mother has instilled in me a great degree of confidence. as her only child (specifically, her only son), i have been told repeatedly that i am the most amazing boy in the world and any girl would be lucky to have me. not many lucky girls round these parts, i guess. EMOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO :'(

how about all the darkness and gloom on this xanga? that’s a real treat. i’d like to point out that life is pretty ok and, in general, is worth living. just so you know. i had a pretty epic wordfart this afternoon. i’m still reeling from it. sometimes i’m terrified of things i say, but they just end up seeming…

i would really appreciate something to work out correctly and at the right time for once in my life. that would be a blessing. i did that thing again where i get all into someone when i shouldnt. learning a lesson would also be a blessing.

lian’s coming back this weekend. that is a very good thing. i need some multiculturalism in my life. ive been experiencing a dramatic amount of confusion lately. at first i was quite concerned! but i think it might just be me. regardless, this cryptic statement has nothing to do with anything you care about. i got up earlier than necessary…