how about all the darkness and gloom on this xanga? that’s a real treat. i’d like to point out that life is pretty ok and, in general, is worth living. just so you know.
i had a pretty epic wordfart this afternoon. i’m still reeling from it. sometimes i’m terrified of things i say, but they just end up seeming cute or witty. the only problem is, i’m never aware of just when or what is going to seem cute or witty. i live my life in silent fear much of the time.
im in a cute indie movie mood right now. not so much a mood as a desperate need, i guess. the only problem is that all my cute indie movies, i want to watch with emily. but there isn’t enough time in the world for such things.
i need to work on my screenplay. these grey feelings swirling around my head might help with that. like meth, really. similar properties.