Month: February 2010

i don’t know what to do. barely even out of bed and already everything looks black. i miss that moment at 5:12 in the morning where i woke up, turned over, snuggled into the sheets and fell happily back to sleep without a single thought popping into my head. why does this one hurt the most?

sometimes i wonder what i’ve done to earn this sort of thing. i like to think of myself as a pretty good person. in fact, the reason this has happened to me with such frequency seems to be precisely because i’m “too nice.” this hurts as much as alex did. perhaps it’s not as big a deal in and of…

internets seem to be thriving tonight. it’s nice to be able to spend an hour doing nothing online while not actually being bored and just clicking through bookmarks. a real change of pace. msu basketball has suddenly and ruthlessly become an obsession for me. i’m not sure how i feel about it. living vicariously through tall, sweaty, athletic black men…

whenever i open that status bar on facebook my first intention is to write “IS SUCKIN DICKS.” every time. i wonder if that says something about me. i’m probably either secretly gay or secretly a homophobe. good thing it’s a secret! today i: played hours of mass effect, read exactly as far in my book as i wanted, got my…