Month: June 2011

it hurts – angels & airwavesthe greatest fall (of all time) – matchbook romanceif i die young – the band perrychase this light – jimmy eat world i’ll just go ahead and keep this list of emo songs updated instead of posting video links on facebook. this is healthy!

things i wanted to do tonight: – ride my bike finally.– finish my book– maybe watch that movie– maybe play some dragon age things i did do tonight: – rode that bike finally– had four big glasses of shiraz– found music on youtube for three hours– interneted with ian– updated my xang producitivity achieved? sure.

two beers gets me pretty tipsy these days. two weak beers. i get about two good hours of buzz. actually going out with people is going to fuck me up. someone is going to buy me a shot and then i am going to buy them a shot and then i will be standing in the middle of the dance…

figured i should save this somewhere better than facebook. it’s probably my most-detailed dream memory ever. all the “you” are nick. here’s the dream i had this morning: ian and i went to visit you in chicago. somehow, you’re house was on a big marshy lake, with a dock that went way out into the water and was submerged by…

i wonder if this is what being manic feels like. i swing from deeply sad to abundantly overjoyed and i can never quite figure out why. due date is kind of a funny movie. i made dinner solely from vegetables i bought at the farmers market on saturday. other than the sandwich, i guess, but i needed some prote. my…

there is no worse hell than having a phone call crucial to relationship development be dropped every thirty seconds. just enough time for each person to say something important. just enough lag as the call is picked up again for me to freak the fuck out.

last week was one of the longest of my life. this week, though, seems like the days remembered how to fly by. it’s practically the weekend again! when my work time is not composed of a regimented series of classes, but instead an eight hour block of more or less free time, 5pm arrives with surprising alacrity. much of my…

first week: check. first weekend: check. second week: in progress. towards the end of last week i became desperately concerned with my social standing. i hadn’t made any “friends” and other people were starting to pair off or form groups. i was under the impression that if i didn’t make at least one friend (and soon!) i was doomed to…

so. i’ve been in madison a week now, maybe i’m officially a resident. i know my way around a little bit. i can get to barnes and noble, the verona library and epic. i could probably get downtown if someone forced me to with a cattle prod. overall, i’m comfortable and overwhelmed. not a mixture of the two, no, i…